I skipped school today,
cause of the same old monthly problem.
hurhs.

Yesterday, despite that biy didnt had time to acc me after school.
he did make my day too with his sweet mouth.
I told him I wasn't feeling well cause it was the first day of that shit.
and that I got to go back home alone.
as my friends didnt come school, they are all alrd in holiday mood...
like me ((:
haha.
So, I actually walked all the way alone frm sch to mrt station.
not the first time though, but it feel weird.
esp when my tummy bully me.

on the way....
I think alot. real lots.
mostly craps (:
but one thing true..
I...I felt I did rely on him too much,
but since I am like allowed to .
why not ? haha.
and so, I smsed him saying...
' hello evil biy, you aint xintong at all that I walked all alone in the hot sun with bad tummy right ? you suck . '
and he replied : 'xintong lah. my biy so poor thing. haiz.'
when I saw tt, I felt that it is so FAKE.
so i scolded him. omg. you're so fake can. no sincerely at all. not good enuff !
so he actually did replied by saying: ' not good euff? you jus donno how pain my heart is. Its cying like it'll b no tml. How can u nt feel it. hiks.'
HAHA ! I did melt of cause. but still I pretend I didnt.
cause, a guy ought to make his girl melts and actions is better than words.
owells. he did his actions today .
oh yea, he skipped sch too.
tgt with my sister and her bf (:
haha !

now bf is off to work.
he found a NEW JOB !
which required a 22hr of work each wk.
and obviously he is happy with it.
as he not only gt friends in thr.
but also he felt the envt was much better than the previous of cause.
owell. HE THAT NUM boy.

I promised not to quarrel with him over his current job.
like how I promised when he did get into SHINE modelling agency.
as I know all he want is to earn more money.
esp whn i dont get a job nw and pocket allowance is like ..
super little for me ?
not enuff for me to get the stuff I like.
ah, this sunday he is working FULL SHIFT !
i will be like home alone,
and i dont like.
the feeling suck.
biy is sweet by offering me to go out with my friends and expenses on him.
haha ! he is just guilty he cant acc me.
and I aint that bad okay to spend ur money too baby.
yea, i misses u now alrd =X
haha (:

fine. enough of all the random tots I have now and blah-ing my way off this post.
ANYWAYS, off to practice my scales before piano lesson at 8.

P.S Girlies, who're free this sunday to acc me out ?
sms me aites? (:
lovee.

my dirty lil secrets___
8/14/2007 04:25:00 PM