28 feb 07

early in the morning, upon waking up..
i realized that I couldnt open my eyes !
not only that it swell back, there was those sort of yellow tears that get my eyes stick tgt !
eeyer, so pain + itchy can.
damn fed up by it, super !
it got me so irritated at times that I wanted to put out my eyes man.
like even when you wanna cry, you cant ?
cause it hurts so badly ! that not a single tear can flow out ?
ah, bite bite !!

ended up deciding to see a doctor since not gg for guitar.
who knows , I had to go to three clinics before being able to see a doctor can !
cause the first two was closed, one off on wed, the other only operates in the morning !
aint I so lucky, when my eyes are alrd killing me and no doctor wan to earn my money !!
luckily there was a 24hr clinic in tpy central, if not I wld have killed myself :DDD
the pt of me not wanting to see a doctor is also because...
everytime I see the doctor, they will definitely give me FLU PILLS !
and is like I have been consuming em for like months ?
and true enough, I was given some FLU PILLS cause the doctor asked if I am having a running nose.. and if I have sensitive nose, and so yea !
arghs ! one bottle of eye drop + few pills cost me 25 bucks !
so shitty. I rather get myself an eye mo from shop & save, save money man !
haha ! well, I got myself an eye wash too =)
hope it heal soon ! cost me 30 dollars alrd.
i am broke can , my allowance just gone like this, bite !
heartache :DDD

as usual being a wednesday,
I will have dinner with my grandaunt =)
and this time ard it is at PRIMA tower !
omg, the view wasn't that fantastic as compare to the day...
maybe cause it rains today,
and mum is like...
your eyes still red, dont go for dinner larhs !
i am like, hello !
it is like once is a blue moon we get to go there to dine...
and you're like asking me to miss such a good chance !
so i wash my eyes, drop some eye drops and had a short rest before we set off for dinner...
and you know when the place is nice, and when you bring a camera out...
esp when there is my sister and I ...
this is what happens...




there's more..
just that pretty lazy to uploaded all !
so had choosen some random one to edit and uploaded ! :DDD
ain't it nice ?
so pretty right !!
cause, there is ME ! haha ! XPp

* arghs ! have been online the moment I get home,
and I did replied him, and even send numerous OVERSEAS smses...
but didnt seems to get him! wonder what he's doing !
or maybe cause of the connections problem ?
cause this is the first time he did sms me saying that he won't be coming online...
and is like I have waited for his reply since 1030pm ?
which is the last msg I get from him ?
hais, pretty worried.
but I know there is nothing I can do now !!!
just hope that he will get back to me soon...
Biy, can you at least tell me you are getting to bed or what ?
rather than letting me wait aimlessly and nervously for u .
hais =[[

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