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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

There is so much I wanna blog about.
So much thoughts that is revolving in me now.
Yet it is so hard to picture them out in words.
All I could say is that each and everyone of ur feeling to me is TRUE.
Just that it is my heart that I choosed to follow.
I had never tried or wanted to play anyone out.
I also didnt meant to hurt anyone as every friendship means alot to me.
THAT'S A FACT AND A STRONG VIEWS THAT NEVER CHANGES IN ME.

if you love me,
love me for who I am.
dont expect me to change.
either do I expect you to change.
to love is to compromise.
moreover, relationship doesn't really just mean feelings.
it meant more than that.
I choose to love and believe.
dont doubt me.
I care badly and treasure all friendships.
and dont ever doubt my views.
I am stubborn in them.

*To many that didnt knw. he is the one that leads me on to forget Lys. yet he got to carry the name of being the betrayer of a friendsip that is ruin by love. we did fall but we didnt say cause then we werent confirm .Yet it is hard to let a party to who is interested in you knw that you cares for him, you feels for him and wanted to tell him badly that he is ur best friend. a friend you choose to hold on and believe in. too many to explain. too much to do so that it is too tiring to say anything. as more explanations means more complex situation gonna take place. i choose to turn deaf now. I really treasure you as my friend, i didnt meant to hurt but to tell you i am sorry dont blame him as all along it is my fault too for choosing not to let him tell you anything abt me =(

my dirty lil secrets___
10/25/2006 11:53:00 PM