Haven been blogging as I realized that my blog are always the whinns and complains I make about my life. nothing general at all. Hence, since it is so whinning and complain-tive I shall put a stop to it and also I realized that when one's tends to anger all his/her thoughts on a blog, it is not only a danger but also putting oneself at risk as you wont know who your reader are. Hence, not to mention about one's scolding other on blog post and stuff like that. Blog is good for an introvet to actually voice out all his/her thoughts at a certain point of time, however it is also risky to do so. Cause then this person will continue to be an introvet and would never be convert into an extrovet that will actually cause him to lose himself/herself in this fast moving society.

I hate people to tell me things I know and to doubt on what I say. The thing is I really don't believe thing like falling at first sight and stuffs, I regards them as purely infatuations one had on the other. Therefore, when one's confessed to me that day through the worst way-blogging, I am like please it is impossible for you to fall for me when we are just stepping into the third weeks of school. Don't you people just agree with me that this is craps for one to fall for the other so fast. I feel that if he is able to fall for me so fast. He will also lose interest in me soon, so what the point of telling me that he like me and to prove to me that my theory on guy's words are wrong.

Please it had already been somehow a facts that most guys in this regards " I like you", "I love you" as merely just words of daily usage, so why had the actual meaning of these words gone too ? I am yet to find out the truth out of all these...

Also never to tell others that you can actually blends dreams with reality as it is dumb to do so, as I strongly agreed that dreams are meant to be dreams and things that happen in a dream will never happen in reality which is a myth I believe in. Never to trust horoscope too much too, though most of the time I felt that what my horoscope intrepret was up to 80% acurate but then still it is good for us not to indugle in this non-fictional world.

Lastly, I shall end my blog by saying these to Rine:

darling, sorry for all I cause to you in the past weeks.
I knew I shouldnt have hide anything from you just wanting to kp your smile gg.
however, it is you I wan to kept.
I know the reasons you doubt in me, and I am sorry for causing the misunderstand.
but I promised I won't let go of you darling.
I will grab on to your hands and lead you through darkness you encounter =)
a promising love and friendship I would kp for life till the day I say goodbye I will hold them tight to my heart and bring them along with me.
I LOVE YOU !
thanks for accepting me once again and also thanks for forgiving me for all the misunderstanding. thanks sweet, you're really sweet to have actually get to my school all the way just to pass me a bottle of Honey Lemon and sweet. =)
Loves thanks for all you did. let our threesome blosoom with the arrival of Jia Lynn eh.
glad that all the rainy and stormy days were over, there we stand still and get through all those craps.

my dirty lil secrets___
10/07/2006 11:00:00 AM