Okays other random post i'm going to post.
Owells, I came to realized that looks are definetely one of the most important factor to look for in the other opposite sex. As nowadays, having to look around me. I came to find out that people will just go for the other party cause of his/her looks without even wanting to know more about him/her yeah. which is utterly bull-shit. As I really wonder how can a relationship works out wells with no attempt of making it possible by knowing more about the other party but just go for looks. Oh please, i think guys are rlly naive to be sometime though some of them is like of the same age as me but i got friends telling me abt having a girlfriend. "Jio-ing that chio bus"... gosh, the way they say it already turns me off can =) It is definetely agreeable that guys are really much inmature as compare to girls. GOODNESS ! please larhs guys, we girls do go for looks but not like how you guys go for looks without bothering to even ensure of the other party feelings & character which is far more important than any other facts we need to see in the other party. Owells, I dont knw =) just feel like blairing how nonsensical thinking the guys can have.

wells, after what he told me last thrusday. Fine, I admit I am delighted as I did admit that I fall for him in the end too. The point is that I really dont knw what to do, should I move on, take other step or just stayed back and see how it goes. I am afraid that if I step forward, and it happen to be other lie then what is the use right? As in no point larhs. So shall wait till time prove to me how he really feelings. I feel for you and I didnt want to lose you so I keep you back here for the time being to make sure we understand where we are heading =)
thanks for all that you did, you melts me with your sweet acts just that I didnt know how to expressed it in words to you . you paint that smile on me.

somehow I feel that I really misses those FTP days where apple, huikee, liny, minhui, chris & I plus not to forget jolin. Oh my god. we have so much funs and laughters going about whole day long, dont have to bother so much. And I also realized that we had never had those super duper big quarrels and had to be sad over any guys. we really trust each other and believe in our friendships. That's why I lovee you all so dearly. esp when you all tried to protect me from all hurts and pains, pulling me up when I am down alone. Cheering me and surprise me on my brithday and many other days even when you girls are so tied up with work. I LOVED.
i wont let go any of you, really .
I love every single one of you so much and these five years i truely understand those whines you all listen to and those temper I threw at you people but thanks for still holding me on and lovee me. I miss you all badly. ONE WEEK NEVER SEE MOST OF YOU ARLD <33

=)) I smile cause they make my life colourful.

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10/16/2006 08:31:00 PM