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Monday, October 30, 2006

It is a fact that people doesn't mean what they say or do.
Like what people always thing like I am not racist nor hyprocrate and stuff,
yet indeed they are the ones that are the facades.
owells. I am sick and tired to even bother so much...
life are full of ups and downs,
so since gods decide to create the world this world.
then we shall just live with what we have, not ?
aint we born in this world to do the thing that is actually long planned before we are born here?
wells, maybe these are the parts and parcels of life we got to bear with =)

I really felt a little funny after so many incidents happen the last month and that things had settle down, that we agreed . But jus that things aint the same as it used to be.
the feeling, the friendship, the relationship... blah blah blah.
JUST THAT DIFFERENT.
THING THAT I AIN'T ABLE TO DESCRIBE THEM OUT IN WORDS.
IT IS JUST THE FEELING IN ME.
JUST GOT TO LIVE THE LIFE I HAD........ =]]
ALWAYS DOING THE THINGS WE ARE TOLD TO DO,
NOT CAUSE WE WANT TO DO.... !

*i miss you.

though you're back for a reason...
but you told me only at the very last mintue

and for that I am kinda pissed with you actually =[

I didn't say much cause I didnt knw how too.. rawr.

I started thinking of you again like it was yst.

The missing feeling in my heart doesn't seem to be reduced.

You just keep appearing in my mind

my dirty lil secrets___
10/30/2006 03:21:00 PM