Many things have happen in such a short span of two weeks that it's hard to even catch a breathe of fresh air, sometimes it is true that we got mislead and get carry off by the word "infatuation" or "love". Sometimes, conflicts occurs due to this too, ruining friendship and relationship between human. It is just something that we human tried so hard to understand yet till now no one master the meaning of it still. Moverover, many of us will get into a byss of depression and confusion all thanks to love. Is love a friend or a foe? A question I yet to find out the answer. Guess everyone didnt get the ironic of this matter too.

Owells, my life was so dramatic lately that I didnt even bother thinking what the heck I am doing already. Somehow I sort of lost my directions through all these followed by the craps that comes with it.

Maybe it is time i should mind my actions and laugage from now (:

as mislead always starts off with these , not ?

I am glad that the conflict between me and her was finally deal with, the thing is I know that she apologized not really because she wanted to though she felt bad and guilty but because she have to in order to keep this friendship going.

we knew why we got to do this cause of a seven years and still counting friendship...

maybe this time around, it wasn't totally a fault,

having to go through so much this days, I realized that maybe I should reflect on all that I did...

and to maybe it is all the broken lies that I make up with,
facts I simply refused to admit.

rumours/flings I choose to ignore.

just wish to choose to disband the world and live it the way I wanted it to be,

I though by doing so, I am happier.

especially when I just had a great fall.....

I tell myself that guys are the greatest liar on earth.
whatever they say are craps, just a natural fling they always do..
I have choose not to bellieve anymore,
all that I didnt want to...
I turn deaf to guys' sweet talks.

I turn blind to guys' nonsense.

they are simply nothing but idiots =)

Liny and uncle are right...
Thanks for you two, I noted my acts.
I won't fall for him,
I won't allow myself to do so...

I knew things might be alil awkward when I choose to be ecentric & cold towards him.

this is the only thing I can do for now.
Finee, I admited I did somehow got carried away and cause my heart to funk but now not.

I am clear of what I wanna keep.

Guess he feel so too? if not we wont be cold and weirdo to each others.
owells, neways the point is that we are back on track and that is GREAT =))
friends are still my first priority!

compare to LOVE/INFATUATION.