haven been blogging lately though i do have the urges to blog,
just that life is so hectic that i didnt know what to blog about =))
after having day of pondering about what i want for my upcoming 18th birthday,
i realized that i haven though of anything serious i want it to happen on that day.
all i hope was to celebrate it with my love ones when the clock strike 12 midnight.
hoping that you will wish me happy birthday too,
i am kinda disapointed when you say we will remain as great friends in the end....
it is you that didnt even dare to reply to my sms-es, it like i wish you on your birthday and just ask if you wanna tag along with your clique on my birthday? huh ? cant you just come?
i don't know. and maybe i see no point in trying anymore.

the funniest thing is that,
throughout the last IT fair i didnt bother about any others as i went to work thr cause of you.
yet still i get these few nonsensical guys botherin me and flood my inbox.
PLEASE PEOPLE, NO POINT ! i wont fall you, if i will i would have reply. grrr.
especially when some of you are younger than me , gosh . forget it larhs huh =))

anyways , having to thinking about what I want to do on sat & sun .
i felt like having choclate fondue on sun with cherine & lynn and the other three guy.
then on sat, which is the night where darlings will spend tgt with me till it strike midnight...
i feel like gg for dinner , then we find a place where we can have some hearty chats and wait till time to strike 12. but then i haven tot of where this place will be , i want it to be special & i want to rmb that special moment i am gonna spend with em' .
any ideas where can i hang out ? nice places to chill out ?
tagg me ok ?

apart from that, genre is actually planning to have a chalet on this coming thrus , fri & sat .
and if so , i will be gg but i doubt i will stay for all three days,
as i will be gg out on sat and sun so if i stay for the three days.
that makes me home away for almost one wk , and i think mum will scream her mind off.
AH . so better not =))
wahahah .
a great weekend to be awaiting for me to kick off all troubles and enjoy the fun.

* i miss you .
yet, i'm force to let you go .

my dirty lil secrets___
9/13/2006 10:34:00 AM