today is a very special day.
know why ?
cause it marks the end of semester ONE ! yay.
W25J:
thanks people for all the wonderful memories you created these mths for me.
Also, for those whom I am once at loggerhead with...
I thanks you for those good and bad days , as we grew up with em'
and also those those quarrels, it drew us closer.

I always though that it is hard to put down feeling towards Darryl,
but ever since the IT fair in Mar and getting to know you even more in depth.
I felt that I have actually fall for you without noticing it myself.
I knew that you've a girl you like since secondary school till nw,
and also I knew I couldnt rlly put him down yet.
So I decide to tell you that it was just an infatuation & nothing else.
I didnt know that this infatuation grews.
but I am being ultra paraniod,
I am unsure if I shld move on...
I dont wish to like someone that deep anymore,
as it is tiring ! knowing that that person have someone else.
Maybe let things be in this way, see how it goes then?
since you shld roughly know my affections towards you alrd.

DO YOU ACTUALLY KNOWS THAT I HAVE BEEN PLANNING TO GIVE YOU THE COOKIE FOR YOUR EXAM AND THE NOTE FOR SOME TIME,
as I knew you're kind of struggling with the lectures notes and exam stress.
Is like I don't know.
As I know you won't tell me how you feel,
I know you ain't good at expressing yourself.
but I am alrd lost within you...

After I gavee you that, personally make the trip down to NYP as you're so busy
and I didnt want you to meet me after your revisions as I know you'll be tired.
and you leave so far and coming to meet me is like quite out of the way ?
since I am free, decide to pass it to you instead.
It is the special you that melts me, I know you're grateful and happy.
but you didn't know how to reacts. you thanks arh. melts me.
just that I refuses to admit it. grr.
wells, that night when you msg me telling me gd luckk and stuff for today & also
just that simple good night msg.
I seems to fly to the moon upon reading it :DD

today, I don't know if I am dumb or what.
I actually took the first step to msg you (:
asking you about ORAL.
you rlly surprise me when you called me before ORAL starts.
asking whr I am now and stuff.
the chat was short yet joyfully (:
YOU MAKE MY DAY FILLED WITH COLOURS <33
then we did chat about ORAL after that,
cherine is like, "HUSBAND, you're grins from ear to ear alrd can! "
haha . wells, I didn't know that I hv fallen for you that deep.
and we are like talking abt I gave you and you wasn't touch.
and you cracks saying that you cant possibly give me a hug nor a kiss right?
then you say I gain if you rlly do so. or is it that you say you gain.
your shy character just make me wanna laugh. you like so shy and even on the phone you seems to be bushing. args.
I wonder how tmr will be like when we meet up to go for the interview.
will you give me a cold shoulder or ?
I didnt dare thinking about it any futher.
I rlly didnt dare stepping into this anymore.
I'm afraid of losing , rlly.
I didn't dare wanna lose and causing myself to get hurt for nothing.
Hence, I choose to stand at the border :DDD

my dirty lil secrets___
8/23/2006 11:43:00 PM