I don't know why but i just feel so stress up that i could no longer catch my breath.
everyday i just skimm thru' time slowly and without a directions /goals to reach.
I AM TIRED ):
I keep telling myself what is the point of me doing every single bits and pieces of thing now? what is the actual objective behind all these? I really don't know, you know.
I cry and cry deep down inside. I don't want pity and empathy hence I didnt dare voice out.

Also i felt so damn hell stress over piano stuffs , dammit !
All I want to do is to score well for my piano and speed up in my learning , somehow it seems so damn hard.
ARGHS !
my piano teacher actually screwed me up when i told her I want to learn on weekend even if my sister decide not to continue with her. As I couldn't stand my current teacher, she is good in playing but not good in teaching. She expects me to know everything without even teaching?
RP like that , piano also like that, it is really not my style of studying and doing things.
I need a tutor, not a machine ! rawr.

I hates mum's nagging. SHE NAGS NON-STOP !
kp scolding me just because she thinks that we aint of better quality than her friends' kids.
PUKE , what's with all the comparision?
stupid parents thinking, makes us suffered.

And also, i feel like skin CMH alive now.
If he really got any damn problem , say it .
Don't hide in a corner, he is really pissing me off badly.
I hate people who are unhappy of the other and just kept quiet.
Whatever it is just say. He is damn hell sickening , and i've decide to condemn him for good.
FCUKer , please stop your stupid AP and get a life man !!!

my dirty lil secrets___
7/03/2006 10:25:00 PM