I am really getting sick of RP's life. Having to wake up that early for school and normally getting down to real work started only around 12pm. Which is like we drag and slack our way through before that? I don't know why, my heart seem to have turn cold as I no longer have any feelings but remoseful and saddness.

Firstly, was korkor's problem...
followed by that news...
then now bao bao's wallet thingy....
and mummy's forever long whinns chanting day and night....

and due to the busy timetable of mine, I realized that I could get out much time for myself..
having to juggle with school, CCA, piano lesson, Family's problem, friendship, classmates and my heart. I think there's a day where I feel relaxed and able to enjoy well for these past months.

seriously, when will these nonsense stop?
I wonder...
Still having isomia at night.. what shld I do?
I did gave you up and I ....
did woke up from my fairyland and knew thing ain't gonna be the same...
but it hurts... I loved these lines in "FULL HOUSE" last esp...

Girl (song hae-yeoung):
Sometime I wonder if these were just dream... as I constantly waiting for you, feeling heartbroken, and also feeling happy. Like that because of you...it became real for me.

Boy (rain):
When I doubt of being able to protect you, thinking about that. I tot I was gonna go crazy. Thinking of u constantly, worrying about u constantly and missing you. It really hurts loving someone, hurts and tiring but it is not something I could stop. Going to you I cant stop that..

Combine it all will be what I felt toward you...
arghs, I need a rest.

there's UT tmr and I know nuts about it. shits.
gonna study for it before other wave of whinns come from my mum about my results... (:
I LOVE TO SLEEP BUT I CAN'T GET TO SLEEP...

my dirty lil secrets___
7/25/2006 11:57:00 PM