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Thursday, June 22, 2006

FIRSTLY , I AM FREAKING BROKE ALRD ! I NEED A WEENDENDS JOB BADLY !! AH , I AM RUNNING LOW ON CASH AND MY ATM IS DAMN HELL PATHETIC ! SHITS ! SPEND DAMN HELL LOTS ON GSS THIS TIME ARD. RAWR !

For the past few days , due the grandpa's funeral wake. I haven been sleeping well , in four days... the number of hours i slept is like last than 10hrs. Yesteday or should I say this morning, i didn't even have a short nap and go straight to school for UT after the wake . As my parents, my sister and my brother was like damn tired and the moment we reached home ard 4am this morning they bathe and went to bed. I didn't as I am afraid we might all ended all overslept for the day (:
ALL THANKS TO ME MAN , I REALLY HAD A HARD TIME WAKING THEM UP TODAY , rawr !

the best thing that happen is that , as i was awake alone... not knowing what to do. I turn on my lappy and watched YOUTUBE ; BOA -brand new beat & THE CLICK FIVE MVs ! haha . I did sign into my MSN , but it is like 4am ! WHO WILL BE ONLINE MAN , that is what i thought.... but i am wrong.
Minutes later, HE came online. hee -hee . I didn't dare start a conversation and was pondering hard whether to start or not . haha ! Just then , HE actually said "HEY" to me , i was of cause shocked. So we chat all the way till I need to go to school and he need to go to work.
In this conversation, i realized that i have misunderstood alots of his life lately. What i envy about him is that he is able to lead a life of his own so freely without nagging from the parents. HAHA ! HE went clubbing last night and that is why he didnt dare sleeping as his work start at 830 the next morning. haha ! but thru' the conversation can see that he is very drunk . He claim to have drunk A FEW JUGS but that doesn't make him HIGH at all . Hahahah, a good liquour capacity he have there. haha !
The worst thing is that I don't know why , but i enjoy the chat with him . I think I fall back for him once again. It isn't just an infatuation but things will still always be in this manner (:
It aint gonna changed for sure, that i knew.

OH OH ! HL and Des , Glen and "Janaese" not sure if i got his spelling right , but they came to my grandpa's funeral to pay respect. and most imptly ! to play mahjong. hahah! at start, it is only HL and Janaese playing with my brother and other cousin of mine called Lun. Then , as Lun lose too much alrd.. as my brother keeps on winning. Lun got sick of the game and ask the expert of my family to come and play . haha ! so Sabrina zaza came and took over Lun and really help him to from lost alot to become win a few pathetic bucks. but still win can ! haha !

HL didnt want to continue alrd , as tmr we have test to take and it is alrd 3am plus.
So only janaese and glen stay and continue they battle . haha ! sound so profound. LOL !
" BATTLE " , nonsense . While the rest of us headed home to rest.
oh oh , THE WORST THING IS THAT IN THE END, THEY ALL STILL LOST MONEY ! THE BIG WINNER IS STILL SABRINA ZAZA ! they got so angry and decided to call her auntie instead of sister but my cousin was like.... i know they lost money unhappy, never mind one... let them call what they like , i win money can alrd. haha ! that is how cute she is . The happy-go-lucky girl in our family (:

AH , dammit. I miss you. shits ! I MUSTN'T !

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6/22/2006 08:31:00 PM