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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Just got home fron guitar training not long ago, the training was fun and i actually manage to complete almost a piece of song in a day(left with only like three to four bars, okays ) haha ! proud. I enjoy guitar as it makes me stop pondering about how bad I am feeling deep inside and let me forget those unhappiness and allows myself to be indugle in the music, strumming away. The bad thing about it is that it cause my two poor fingers to be peeling now.. which means it hurts badly and i got to stop practicing on my piano! Ah , that goes my training. I need to practice two hours a day, yet i didnt even touch it at all for the day. Dammit. MUSIC MAKES MY WORLD GOES ROUND AND FILL IT WITH COLOURS (:

Oh dear, I really don't know what has gotten over me. Being hell damn moody lately, and i actually cry like mad sitting alone at the playground underneath my house after gotten catch by two cats. Should I say scared off by the two freaks? haha ! I really wonder if I cry is just because of the cats or that the emotions in me is overflooding... During school today , I actually though of writting a letter and blah everything out to all the people that my troubles set off with.. MOST IMPTLY , YOU !
Having a short nap in class, all the memories seems to flood back in like a volcano eruptions, the more i want to stop thinking about it, the more i recalled.
Should I just write it all out and stop letting my past hold me back ?
I neeed advices, how I wish sometimes that I could lean onto a shoulder for comfort now...
I am simply just that tired.... all my energy had drained off well.

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6/28/2006 11:08:00 PM