FCUK ! I HATE THE LIFE I AM LEADING NOW ! IT TOTALLY PUKE !!! FCUK FCUK FCUK !

I want to get back to the past, don't wish to grow up.
Why !!! My tears have dried up already, eyes are swollen and with those hell ugly dark rings forming non-stop. Yet, my heart is bleeding profusely.... RP-PBL is not the kind of study methods for me. I couldn't take it anymore, what can makes me happy?

I miss you all man, I WANT FTP !
I know I got to grow up with it and look on the brighter side... but right now after so much tries to accept it, I am all wear out and tired. Yet, there isn't anyone I could call right now and confide all my secrets too and allows me to whinns ):

Those that I've called always didn't answer the call.. or they did that on purpose ? I DON'T KNOW. TOO TIRED TO THINK, I WANT TO WORK ! I WANNA LEAD A BUSY LIFE TO RUN AWAY FROM THE COMPLEXITY OF REALITY !!!

my dirty lil secrets___
6/28/2006 12:27:00 AM