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Monday, June 19, 2006

My grandpa( as in my dad's dad) passed away last night at ard 10pm after much strangling trying to pull thru' till midnight. As he had promised one of my aunt to leave us only after midnight, as the belief said that when one's is on the vervge of dying ... One's must die only after midnight as it means that the younger generations will be blessed. As he left with an empty stomach.. It is like the 21st century , but it is always good to believe then not too ... we know he had tried his best , but it is too harsh on him ... Though in the past , he used to be ignored my family and destested my dad like anything and all of us( as in only my family ) .... but i never hold any grudges on him.. though sometimes i might whinn a little , I didn't put it too heart.. At the hospital yesterday, my dad, my sis and I got there first ... everyone else is there alrd.. when my sis and I called him.. he eyes is closed.. My granduncle said he can still hear us , so i told him we are here.. and the only thing he signal back to us is his harsh breathe... He couldn't breathe on his own, he got to depend on the mask ( is that what it is called ? i aint sure about it ) oh wells, all i want to say is that grandpa , i still rmb all that you said b4 you leave us , though i know you dont like daddy cause he is so irritating and annoying at times, but he actually cares alot for you too.. hope you had forgive all that he had done, my dad aint good at words . This you shld know (: For that , i wished that you can rest in peace and go and find grandma ( "mama") and enjoy in the after-life.

Don't worries about the siblings quarrels within the aunties and uncles alrd.. they are old enough to think.. (: and also , when one's quarrels, it is not just quarrels , it is just speaking at a louder voice . that is what makes my quarrels life with my siblings interesting. As we cares for each other , that's why there is disagreements , hence we will qurrels ((:
WEE WEE ! so no worry.

Here , i wished to tell liny sorry too.. Your birthday is arriving . i know but like the traditional culture goes, no celebrations for three mths , sorry darling. Minhui too.. i can't celebrate yours too ):
SO SORRY DARLINGS (:
-i know you girls will understand me right ? smiles.

He went for malaysia for holiday . but he didn't say when he will be back. Oh dear , why do i like him so much ? I seems to be an idiot... ):
Maybe what WJ says is true , i start to agree with him that one's will fall back for the one he/ she likes in the past . Esp those on-off infatuations. AH ! but i know i won't let you know, as you had someone in mind. you should go ahead. since i decided the break up first in the past.
Oh wells, life still have to go on .. I WANNNNA EVOLVED ! I WANNNA BE A lil princess AND GRAB ON TIGHT TO MY PRINCE CHARMING (:
mmmm, it'll never come true .. i always knew . *stonning *

oh oh oh ! the funny thing is that just now before coming over to the funeral , my sister and i went to compass point for lunch at KFC !
Then, there is like two girls beside us and is like one of them is somehow screaming at the top of her voice instead of talking can...
I was capitvated by their conversation when i heard his name .. "- - - - yl "
hahah ((:
Hence, i eva -droped their conversation. This girl is like saying she like him so much since sec one and then ... the guy knew about her infatuation but just treated her as a close friend and when they are out tgt , she felt weird as she didnt knw how to react to him (: haha ! that is like ... oh oh sweet .
The best thing is that they remain as good friends can ((: SWEET ! haha !
oh ya, then she screwed up the girl that guy saying " SHE MAKE ----yl THINKS THAT SHE LIKES HIM , AND THIS CAUSE ----yl TO BE DEPRESSED ! it is like oh my god ! she is just a bitch ! I liked him, i didnt even like... duhs"
hahah ! i was like stonning aft hearing those ...
my sister looked into my eyes and told me with her sexy eyesv not to eva-droped alrd.. haha ! say it might not be the same person.
Then come the horrifying part, the girl started to whinn about a talk she attend for her lit... which is said to be of usefulness to her O's .. but she screamed and yell saying that the talk cheated her money as it is of no use to her O's .. HAHA ! gosh , grace ! I pity on her friend who got to listen to her non-stop whinning .

And ... soemhow , she remind me of myself... whinning non-stop hits !
For that , i realizeed how great my friends are to stand all my whinns... SMILES ! That's also why i should treasure em' even more (:
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE , BIBI ROCKS ! ((:
hee -hee , sorry about this super duper long post .. As i doubt i will have the time to blog for the coming few days ! LOVES , hugs bibis'...

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6/19/2006 05:09:00 PM