Love me, adore me when you still can :D

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Yesterday online... apple and cherine make me sort out my thoughts of stop clinging on to things that i've missed. The weird thing is that i dreamt of him last night. And I actually went to blahs everyting to him and in the end .. i realized that i got "bang". As he screweed me up like i am just a piece of shit? That's ba bian larhs ! I swear i won't allowed myself to say thing out in reality , dont want to get screwed up in reality too (:
Love reminded me once again that loving someone doesn't mean need to have him. Sometimes being friends to him is a better idea of keeping him by your side at all times. Being there when he needed one too (: That's so tiring.. HAHAH ! but it is the only choice i am left with . I can't bargain or ask for more. Things ended in this manner is all that i have caused, I don't have any rights to ask for more.
It is true that the loneliness and the quietness of the night always allowed one to ponder about the past, causing me to think more than what it is suppose to be. Stonning for no particular reason till remorsefulness flooded me up ):
I day dream often, as only in dreams ... i get to see the perfect you... treating me just like a lil princess and things are just so that perfect (:

my dirty lil secrets___
6/18/2006 02:54:00 PM